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Time is a Burrito
I do not believe I always have OCD but I do believe I am easily triggered into OCD like coping mechanisms - mainly mental obsession. I literally will become consumed by a problem to solve, something to attempt to control, a choice to make to the point of it becoming truly intrusive, without invitation and due to that - debilitating. I have a million reasons to be triggered or find life hard. Like anyone else. My Dad used to tell me growing up that he felt self awareness and being bright was a handicap - that surely ignorance and blind following was easier in life. I sorta get that sometimes now when I obsessively think or feel motivated to solve some perceived problem. I very much feel powerless to the power of the "living your best life" and "YOLO" and "live your dream" and "be a boss" mantras shoved in my face through all the online media today that makes me feel bad about my things, my life, etc. I instantly wonder how what appears to be so many people figured out how to a)
All
428 deviations
Time is a Burrito
I do not believe I always have OCD but I do believe I am easily triggered into OCD like coping mechanisms - mainly mental obsession. I literally will become consumed by a problem to solve, something to attempt to control, a choice to make to the point of it becoming truly intrusive, without invitation and due to that - debilitating. I have a million reasons to be triggered or find life hard. Like anyone else. My Dad used to tell me growing up that he felt self awareness and being bright was a handicap - that surely ignorance and blind following was easier in life. I sorta get that sometimes now when I obsessively think or feel motivated to solve some perceived problem. I very much feel powerless to the power of the "living your best life" and "YOLO" and "live your dream" and "be a boss" mantras shoved in my face through all the online media today that makes me feel bad about my things, my life, etc. I instantly wonder how what appears to be so many people figured out how to a)
Featured
14 deviations
Fantaboulistic Faces
64 deviations
4 Legged Faces
103 deviations
Fantastic Color
77 deviations
Had To Look Twice
57 deviations
Interesting Art
44 deviations
Literature
Innocent Insect
Like an innocent insect
I wondered into your web.
I didn't panic;
I wasn't free one moment,
And then suddenly found myself stuck.
It was more gradual,
A slow seduction of your bright colors;
Your good side.
I tiptoed toward you that bright winter day,
Walked that fine line along the outskirts of your web;
Ever the overly cautious one.
We did this dance for weeks....months,
Your colors growing more vibrant as the sun became more brilliant;
Reeling me in a little more each day.
I found myself swooning one day and discovered a foot was stuck on your dew dampened web;
Not close enough to you to say I'd fallen,
But too far from caution to go
Puissant Poetry
11 deviations
Time is a Burrito
I do not believe I always have OCD but I do believe I am easily triggered into OCD like coping mechanisms - mainly mental obsession. I literally will become consumed by a problem to solve, something to attempt to control, a choice to make to the point of it becoming truly intrusive, without invitation and due to that - debilitating. I have a million reasons to be triggered or find life hard. Like anyone else. My Dad used to tell me growing up that he felt self awareness and being bright was a handicap - that surely ignorance and blind following was easier in life. I sorta get that sometimes now when I obsessively think or feel motivated to solve some perceived problem. I very much feel powerless to the power of the "living your best life" and "YOLO" and "live your dream" and "be a boss" mantras shoved in my face through all the online media today that makes me feel bad about my things, my life, etc. I instantly wonder how what appears to be so many people figured out how to a)
Prominent Prose
6 deviations
Time is a Burrito
I do not believe I always have OCD but I do believe I am easily triggered into OCD like coping mechanisms - mainly mental obsession. I literally will become consumed by a problem to solve, something to attempt to control, a choice to make to the point of it becoming truly intrusive, without invitation and due to that - debilitating. I have a million reasons to be triggered or find life hard. Like anyone else. My Dad used to tell me growing up that he felt self awareness and being bright was a handicap - that surely ignorance and blind following was easier in life. I sorta get that sometimes now when I obsessively think or feel motivated to solve some perceived problem. I very much feel powerless to the power of the "living your best life" and "YOLO" and "live your dream" and "be a boss" mantras shoved in my face through all the online media today that makes me feel bad about my things, my life, etc. I instantly wonder how what appears to be so many people figured out how to a)
Journals of Integrity
16 deviations
